February 2012
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#90: Dear Dick Jones
I went on your tumblr because you’d forgotten about me. I spent the last twenty minutes thinking about how it really must be over between us and not only that, but you were already forgetting.
My Mac is broken and I can’t even really type on it. You can make lots of money getting naked on the internet though. I can’t keep my heart from breaking. The ghosts are back.
I guess...
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“put me in your marrow, stuff me in your bones.”
– devendra banhart
“Yes, I guess you could call me a loner, but I feel more lonely in a crowded room...”
– Henry Rollins (via perfumedsecrets)
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#89: Would it make you feel better if I turned the...
light of his life. fire of his loins.
says it feels like heeaaaven to him.
oh, oh. he got a soul as sweet as blood red jam.
but baby, at what price?
(it won’t leave my head).
TO ALL THOSE GIRLS WHO FALL LIKE DOMINOS:
(and especially my mother)
a girl don’t like being bored.
sometimes my heart feels so black
i can’t bend my arms back.
“She was beautiful, but she was beautiful in the way a forest fire was beautiful.”
– Neil Gaiman (via thenocturnals)
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#88: I keep having dreams I cannot explain
I wake up and know that there were ghosts
everything I have ever touched has now turned back to gold.
Everything is back to missing and aching bones
sitting by silent phones.
New eyes all over me now
I fear the king without a crown.
I wake up from knowing you in my sleep
Sleep, your little bones, go back to sleep.
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“I never thought it wasn’t alright to love ghosts who wouldn’t come...”
– Elizabeth Bones
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iwishmycatcouldtalk asked: It's heartbreaking to see you and Dick Jones separate. I've been with my boyfriend for almost two and a half years now and lots of things have ended up making our relationship strained so I'm considering ending it but god it's tearing me up. You guys have such an amazing love for each other and it scares me that not even you two can make things work. I don't know if I can...
Anonymous asked: so you're gorgeous and an amazing writer? not fair.
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#87: That party we'll never get over
We are standing in the middle of a crowded party. This is the first time we have ever avoided each other at one of these things. I pull him aside.
“I think I’m going to go.”
Dick looks hurt.
“No,” he says firmly.
“Why?” he asks weakly.
“I don’t belong here. I’m going to cry.”
I look around the room, suddenly as nervous as I...
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#86: I can make boys into poets.
I used to think if it were harder, to get men to look at me, I’d be more well-behaved.
I used to think that if I just stopped selling people out, someone would sell me out.
Never forget what Didion tells you in the first chapter.
Never forget that the narrator told you they’d turn on you; that it’s all a facade.
Why do they always forget what I tell them?
I give you all the...
